I may petition Ordo Templi Orientis Lodge instead of Freemasonry Lodge

[highlander002]

I petitioned the Masonic Lodge at the beginning April, and

waited two and a half months to get investigated. Some time in August,

I withdrawn my petition for the Lodge, because my petition

never nor anyone El's petition was being read in the Masonic

Lodge including the Lodge had internal problems. After waiting more

time for my petition to get fully withdrawn, I finally petitioned the

Lodge to only get a letter of rejection, because I may have to

leave sometime after May of 2009 to get employment in

Hollywood at some animation studio or some game studio, but I would

have never left the Brighton Lodge unless I became a third degree

Master Mason, so I could petition another Lodge if I did have to move,

but I never got accepted. Now I'm wanting to petition the

Masonic Lodge again, but when I tried to contact the secretary from

the Brighton Lodge, and the secretary from the Lodge to find

out if my petition is fully removed, so I may petition the

Masonic Lodge again, but my calls never been returned, so I understand

this is me being ignored. This is a major problem for me ex specially

when I spent a lot of time educating myself on Masonry.

I'm going to wait several more day's, and if I don't here from

anyone, then I'm going to contact Ordo Templi Orientis
If I can't get accepted as a Mason, and am continued to be ignored

by two secretarys then I'm going to contact Ordo Templi Orientis

again, because maybe they will accept me when I can't get accepted

into Freemasonry. I first petitioned the Milford Lodge at the beginning of April 2008, and now is October 6.

[Terminator]

My Friend the only advice which i can give you is that don't waste your time running after an acceptance ticket or dreaming to be one day a master because its all a waste of time .Its similar to the "Kabalah" . I've a friend before who was a member of a masonic lodge in th US and one day he decided to leave everything because the rituals (mainly the death rituals of a member) were too disgusting and horrifying (more terrible than you can imagine) and he leave the US and flew to Germany so as the other member may not fine him and kill him (its not a joke)

[cf]

i agree with termanator you seem to be going into some thing you know nothing about 1st off all you have to be a succesfull buisnessman very well up in the community and have your name put forward by some other mason they are not nor anybodys masters there a bunch of funny hand shack blocks who havnt grown up in my opion and yes my uncle was one of them so i wouldnt bother i know its your dream sorry for being so blunt

[highlander002]

I believe your right, about me not knowing what I'm getting myself into. It doesn't look like the Mason's want me to become a Mason. The Ordo Templi Orientis may be simular to Masonry. I most likely wont get in Masonry or Ordo Templi Orientis, because I may have to move to Hollywood to get employment in some animation studio or some game design studio or both for I'm a Senior in the Entertainment Art's, and graduating in the beginning of Maya 5th. Thereafter I have a six month grace period to get employment, so I can pay my college loans, and get in the door somewhere. Just getting in the door is the hard part. I know these people don't want anyone to join if they know I must leave to move to another area to find employment, and thats why I got a letter of rejection from the Lodge.