I am sorry katzforums

[iamsorry]

To all the people of Katzforums who I mistreated with my callous actions in the past, I am sorry!

It was incredibly selfish of me to have done what I did and I am sure that I may have hurt some of the folk in here with my behaviour. Especially senpai,eyesonyou,farrell,Sara and Gizmo!

I know there was no excuse for my actions but all I can say was I was acting a bit strange with all the pressure that had been put on me in my last year at university. This stress changed me into something that I regretted in which I was taking my stress out on you lot which was wrong and stupid.

I don't expect a warm welcome back here and I fully understand if you are all still very cross with me. So I wanted to try and take this oppurtunity to make peace with you all and try and repence for all my actions on here.

In the end I was the fool because I was the one that banished myself from a wonderful thriving community full of knowledge and great oppurtunities.
I hope that maybe sometime I could come back into this community.

Regards,

Spartan117

[kiss_my_ass]

ok, i have forgiven you...:'(

[~SARA~]

yep ok....we'll see ;)

[Terminator]

Only time will show if you are really sorry !:)

[Gismo]

hmmm won't put the welcome mat out yet mate you put a lot of the members offside with your actions, so I guess its up to them if they accept this

[bloodhacker2]

I dont even know why you where a respected member or whatever, i have been a true member since 2007 and still have not been able to become anything higher than a active member. And hear you just walk on in and they make you a respected member..
i dont get it.

[iamsorry]

thanks, i dont expect you to forgive me right away for what I have done but thankyou for allowing me this opportunity.

bloodhacker2

IIRC i think i joined katz in 2006-7 ish

[Boa]

I don't care what Katz does about you, but i for one have no time for you and your sectarian bile. You were banned for a very good reason and i couldn't care less if you stay banned.

[cf]

ok we will see what time does but you have to prove to a lot of people that you are truly sorry i also think a pm explaning why your sorry would have been more personal

[iamsorry]

thanks chelsea fan for the tip

am I able to to send Pm's on probation?

[Tars]

You were banned for a very good reason so i will have nothing to do with you.

[hereward]

I see a sorry individual. But not one who is sorry. I sense the mood is against you.

Hereward

[kiss_my_ass]

I see a sorry individual. But not one who is sorry. I sense the mood is against you.

Hereward

That was well said....how do u feel about the guy? ;)

[bloodhacker2]

I think before the admin decide to do anything you should first cough up that RS account you where promising to the member who won the contest you where holding.

[rocknstomper]

Wow, I hold a high respect for Tarssister and Boa and for them to express there feelings like they have makes me think that there is more then just this thread can do
if you know the ones you offended I would really take the Great advice of CF and explain that way...

Just BEHAVE I quess

this forum is great and has helped me out a bunch, + the question above saying you have not paid off the winner of a RS account yet... YOU SHOULD REALLY DO THAT.. thats a place to start...

Best of luck to you Spartan117/iamsorry
Hope some show empathy foryou if your original post in this thread is true... But I do not know what you did so YEAH

my2cents
ROCKNSTOMPER

O can i get my change :)

[_Raziel_]

To all the people of Katzforums who I mistreated with my callous actions in the past, I am sorry!

It was incredibly selfish of me to have done what I did and I am sure that I may have hurt some of the folk in here with my behaviour. Especially senpai,eyesonyou,farrell,Sara and Gizmo!

I know there was no excuse for my actions but all I can say was I was acting a bit strange with all the pressure that had been put on me in my last year at university. This stress changed me into something that I regretted in which I was taking my stress out on you lot which was wrong and stupid.

I don't expect a warm welcome back here and I fully understand if you are all still very cross with me. So I wanted to try and take this oppurtunity to make peace with you all and try and repence for all my actions on here.

In the end I was the fool because I was the one that banished myself from a wonderful thriving community full of knowledge and great oppurtunities.
I hope that maybe sometime I could come back into this community.

Regards,

Spartan117


Not that i want to spam but what did he do that he got banned?

I think before the admin decide to do anything you should first cough up that RS account you where promising to the member who won the contest you where holding.

Did he holded a contest and sayd that the winner will get a RS acc. but he lied and got banned because of it?

Sorry for spam.

[eyesonyouu]

@ Raziel

check the original thread to know abt it :)

http://www.katzforums.com/showthread.php?t=268850

[iamsorry]

I will send Senpai an RS account, its only a 30 day one but lifes pretty tough at the moment especially being a student so thats all i can afford :(

I know I really shouldnt be disclosing this with you as its personal ...but . I had a nervous breakdown due to the stress of studies because I was leaving them all to the last minute to do and went slightly mad . As I dont drink.smoke or do drugs I didnt really have a way of getting rid of the stress and it just built up too much.
Eventually it got too much and I snapped. this happened just before the closing of the competition.

This led to my erratic and deplorable behaviour which you were not the only ones to experience. After I graduated I calmed down a bit and then only realised the fallout of my behaviour the past 4 months. After a long list of people to apologize to , you guys were now on the list.
I am now back home in glasgow trying to find a graduate job which is impossible.

anyways I don't know why I am opening up to you guys, probably leaving myself to more criticism... :(

[Chris]

What did you do? I notice the word Sectarian cropping up, where you racist?

[eyesonyouu]

Theres a golden saying-

Forgive but dont FORGET


I have no issues with you since you have apologised but I certainly have not forgotten the whole episode. What you are saying maybe true but it maybe not!!


My stance on the issue is that I would have no problem if you continue as a "normal" member- reading posts, making comments etc etc!!

But if you in future ask for any sort of help I may not be the one who will try to solve the problem!!

[Chris]

Too me, He seems sorry. But I wasn't here when the shit kicked off. Too me, He has said he's sorry. I still wouldn't trust him if you where affected by what he did, But it's time to move on.

EDIT

I've just read what you did (ty White goggles) and what you did was pretty shite.

[Senpai]

http://www.therecord.com.au/site/images/stories/forgive.jpg

Cuz someone has to do it

[momochan]

That was nice of you Senpai to forgive Spartan117, then I forgive him as well.

[upnorth]

hmmm won't put the welcome mat out yet mate you put a lot of the members offside with your actions, so I guess its up to them if they accept this

I don't care what Katz does about you, but i for one have no time for you and your sectarian bile. You were banned for a very good reason and i couldn't care less if you stay banned.

You were banned for a very good reason so i will have nothing to do with you.

The qoutes speaks cristal clear for themself and that should actually be the end of this issue. I see no reson at all why to keep this up and also why let this dude do it in the public. Please close this thread or move it to the staff area. We are here to enjoy ourselfs and this aint it!


/UpNorth

[Gismo]

well mate he made an open post to apologize to the members here, you weren't here when the all this went down so for you to comment and say close this is not on Spartan/iamsorry decided to do this and the ones that were affected by what he did deserve to read and reply to what he has said

[Tars]

Don't forget HeavyMetalFarmer.

[eyesonyouu]

Don't forget HeavyMetalFarmer.


?? What abt him?? I know he was banned but dont know the reason!!

What was the case with him?

[Boa]

HeavyMetalFarmer was the same person and he just used the account to wind people up.

[Gismo]

HeavyMetalFarmer aka Spartan / iamsorry

[eyesonyouu]

HeavyMetalFarmer was the same person and he just used the account to wind people up.

HeavyMetalFarmer aka Spartan / iamsorry

Howdy mate!

Its the same person.


Thnx to all above for telling that!! (y)


Now if thats the case then this issue is really complicated!!

[Masoody]

Em what happened dudes?

[Senpai]

Em what happened dudes?

Reading the entire topic would enlighten you more

[rich5lee]

Spartan117,

They say time heals all wounds, you have a lot to make up. You know how to do this without me telling you how, time will tell. I do hope you can some how make up for all the damage that was done to the other members, on this, I wish you the best...

[iamsorry]

I have something for you all I know its a bit crap but its my first attempt in Adobe Illustrator CS4
http://h.imagehost.org/0931/katztree.jpg

[bloodhacker2]

ya, its a tree, so what???

[_Raziel_]

To all the people of Katzforums who I mistreated with my callous actions in the past, I am sorry!

It was incredibly selfish of me to have done what I did and I am sure that I may have hurt some of the folk in here with my behaviour. Especially senpai,eyesonyou,farrell,Sara and Gizmo!

I know there was no excuse for my actions but all I can say was I was acting a bit strange with all the pressure that had been put on me in my last year at university. This stress changed me into something that I regretted in which I was taking my stress out on you lot which was wrong and stupid.

I don't expect a warm welcome back here and I fully understand if you are all still very cross with me. So I wanted to try and take this oppurtunity to make peace with you all and try and repence for all my actions on here.

In the end I was the fool because I was the one that banished myself from a wonderful thriving community full of knowledge and great oppurtunities.
I hope that maybe sometime I could come back into this community.

Regards,

Spartan117


I don't know you and i'm quite sure i have never read a post by you until now and the previus one with the contest holding one, witch eyesonyou gave me a link to(cheers! eyesonyou) althrough i dont know you i kinda readed what type of person you are. You are a very intelligent person witch is either a sentimental scoundrel witch likes to manipulate others for his purposes or a honnest person witch is under a huge amount of pressure and because is locking all the stress within himself, you can colapse and take it all on you're friends or worser even on you're family. Either ways, my advise to you is, to stop making accounts and wait till all thoes you have hurted with you're inapropriate behavior accepts you're apologies, and you need to start moving on, and more then that, when you feel like exploding or killing someone, talk to you're mom, you're dad, you're girlfriend, or anyone witch is very close to you and you think he/she will or can understand you, and spit it all out, it will help, trust me. Althrough if you're a man with pride you might chose not to do this, but by holding it in you, you'll just destroy your'self. Do what i wrote above, and you can rest asure that you won't have no problems with you're friends ever again, if you trust them, and go to them when you need someone to talk to.

PS

I'm not trying to get into your life or become the Katz shrink and start telling people how to live they're lives, i just wanted to help you, since i think you are telling the truth and i think i know how you feel and what you were going through back then/now, so please don't get mad on me i'm just trying to help.

Best Reguards!

[iamsorry]

thanks raziel for your input! :D

my problems were caused by myself so I had to solve them by myself! ignoring them like what i previously did led to all these problems i encountered.

it also helped as well when i realised that there are alot more people in the world in worser situations than myself, especially in this economic crisis. So upon reflection of this I learned to just let go of all the stress as there was no real reason stopping me from releasing it.

if only I had heard your words of wisdom a long time ago I wouldnt have gotten myself into this fiddle!

[~SARA~]

I accept your apology Spartan. Although I don't agree with what you did I know everyone makes mistakes. EVERYONE.. so I accept you back here with no further judgements on what you have done in past and I judge you by what you do now. I believe you are honestly trying to make good with the people here and I believe you are trying to do the right thing. You didn't have to say sorry and tell everyone who you were but you did..and to me that means alot. Cya round Spartan :)